Day 10 - One Confession

1. I eat a lot.

LOLJK

I expect too much from people.

Day 9 - Two Smilies That Represent My Mood

1. :D

2. ^______^

BECAUSE I had Jollibee for breakfast, saw my bf & he made me another delicious dinner. LIFE IS SWELL!

& that feeling of love and secure when you hug me tight for the longest time, o.my.

I don't want to sleep EVER again

I literally woke up crying with pain.

Dream: He died. In my dream I felt how devastated I was, my mind was overwhelmed and I was just going insane. The only thing I could feel was this surge of hurt that struck through my chest. (this may sound dramatic, but every single words are true). I REALLY felt that certain pain, and that RARELY happen in dreams. EVERYONE from RISE was there. Someone said the ashes was sent to Japan 3 hours ago. I ran to my mom crying my heart out then I ended up with my left arm on a table, my legs on the ground and my eyes filled with tears.. Then I woke up scared for my life, I quickly grabbed the phone and called his mom - she said it was true.

Reality: Woke up again(This time, more confused thinking if I was dreaming again) I rushed to get my cellphone and called him, with a quick sigh of relief I burst out in tears and I was glad his voice was on the other line.

This may sound like WTF to you, but honestly I can say the same thing. WHAT THE EF. HAHA he was probably thinking the same thing when I called him with my crying voice LOL!

Holy shiznits. Did I just experience Inception? In my dream I woke up from a dream ... wut. LOL

THIS made me realize something...

Day 8 - Three Turn Ons

1. Mesmerizing smile w/ rainbow eyes

2. Good Sense of style

3. Tall&athletic, lol.

Day 7 - Four Turn Offs

1. Short. I'm a tall girl. Nuff' said.
2. smokes/do drugs/non-virgins/drinking
3. Cockyness
4. Disrespectful

No need to explain :P

Day 6 - Five People Who Mean A lot to You

1. God
2. Family
3. Taiyo
4. Friends
5. RISE / The 2 losers in surrey & the other loser in Calgary

I think I can live in the school's computer lab.

Day 5 - Six Things You Wish You Could Change or Wish You'd Never Done

1. I wish I didn't date any guys in High school (TH is an exception haha). Education should have always been first.
2. I wish I wasn't so clumsy with my high tech gadgets
3. I wish I learned how to play the piano, sing & played sports at a younger age
4. I wish I didn't eff grade 11/12 up and took it more seriously
5. I wish I didn't experience insomnia numerous times in the early years.... = eyebags
6. I wish I could change my health before gr. 8 when alopecia occured.

Day 4 - Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A Lot

1. Taiyo

2. My Hunger pretty much comes every other second

3. My future (education, job & him)

4. Check my social network sites

5. Now that I have a car, places & restaurants

6. When will I have time to read?

7. What is due this week? ....

Day 3 - Eight Ways to Win My Heart

1. naturally caring. The little things count, I look for guys that actually care, + respectful & NICE without them even realizing it.

2. Sense of Humor. MAKE ME LAUGH HARD & I'll frikken throw my heart at you. But don't be too much of a joker, have some maturity level.

3. Athletic/Active. I don't want no couch potato! When you're active I don't mind going outdoor and doing things with you (even I know I get lazy too..THEREFORE I need non-lazy guys or else both of us are just gonna be melted on the couch -__-) I'm not that pro when it comes to being athletic, so I definitely love it when a guy will be able teach me the ways to play and being physically active is *sexy face*.

4. Fearless towards embarrassment. "you only feel embarrass when you care what others think" (another fave quote). Take cute/silly/ugly pictures with me and enjoy it, don't facepalm me *this is a must. If you know me well enough, pictures = tsunami. I go crazy cause funny memories like these are captured and it's good to just laugh it out. Plus, you'll know how flexible your face can get. Sing out loud & don't care even if you don't know the lyrics. Play along, when I act G, when I act retarded and those kinds of things. (Not all the time, but you know what I mean).

5. Commitment. Don't be a sellout, don't bailout, don't get my hopes high and then crush it. Once that happens, I know well enough our relationship will just go down the drain. It's really disappointing, so show me that you're up for it & not bailout the last minute all the time. (if it's something important, then that I fully understand)

6. Complete Honesty & Sincerity. Pretty self-explanatory. Truth hurts but I'll take the pain, at least it shows me you got guts to be a man of truth.

7. Know the equation of love. I'll love it if you're a dork/nerd, I like em' smart & full of information I myself have never heard of before. I want you to be serious in school, but not to the extent where all you focus on is school(...know how to handle time as well). Dorks = try to be funny but sometimes lame HAHA I think they're cute.

8. Dress for yourself. For this I mean, don't be too materialistic, don't dress up like every other h-core vietnamese w/ them kappas & edhardy glitter shirts, or them hypebeast. Don't follow the crowd, you don't have to care what you look like every second or just .. don't let appearance get to you. Just dress however you want, but don't dress to impress.

I know just 8, but imma break the rules and put one more: Family Love. If your able to let me join your family dinners and events,, then that can really put a smile on my face. (family is important in life) & I like guys who are very involved w/ his family and close with his siblings. It's cute.

if you got 9/8 i'm DTF. jokes just DTC. HEHE .

jk! I got a bf. Go away.

Day 2 - Nine Things About Yourself

1. I Frikken love to laugh. If you're able to make me piss my pants from laughter, i'll consider you as a LOL-worthy friend.

2. I'm not musically talented, and that is something i'm ashamed about.

3. When it comes to spending money on clothes&food I'm VERY uptight about it. Clothes that are below 10$ & still look good = YES ..spending big amounts of money for clothing..to me that's a nono. However, when it comes to bf & treating THAT I don't mind spending, heck i'd use my lifesavings (if i had any ...) for him.

4. it's weird, I am an idiot YES but I love to read books.

5. I'm an INTERNET JUNKIE. I need at least my daily dose of internet or else I get cranky. Haha not really, I just need one quick taste of the social life in the e-world.

6. With all the media around us & the people from my generation .. my self esteem goes lower by the second.

7. My all time pet-peeve: WHEN PEOPLE LEAVE THE LIGHTS ON. It gets me soooo furious when that happens! "How would you feel if someone turned you on and then left you?" (one of my fave quotes) PLEASE SAVE ENERGY! I'm really concerned about it. No jokes.

8. Not many people know this, but on my soft side I like to paint, take beautiful pictures, bake and ride on unicorns.

9. call me hypocrite but I really hate liars esp. when you have evidence or what is even more worse is that you can even tell they lied .. *sigh

+ I'm deeply in love :)

Day 1 – Ten things you want to say to 10 different people right now

1. Please don't forget our past memories, no lies but I treasure our friendship.

2. Calm down on what you call ''cool'' and heck, you might be 'cooler' than you think.

3. You yourself DEFINITELY changed(style/attitude-wise) ever since I first met you & It's okay to change just don't forget who you really are.

4. Tell me your TRUE feelings & what you HONESTLY think of what is going on.

5. No one has the right to treat you this way, you may be the way you are but it's stupid how it ended up like this. Don't worry, people like them need to learn how to cherish friendships.

6. you're fun to be with! No lies! but your off days ...they tick me off a little ( I didn't think you'd even have off days but apparently you do :\ )

7. ... no girls should ever deserve you. (Sounds mean but that's my honest opinion) "I wanna date every single girl and know if she's 'the one' " Agree w/ my opinion yet?

8. sup douchebag HAHAH!

9. Save the drama fo yo momma, but yeah .. stop taking life so seriously. Happy pills? I got tons.

10. I love you .. oh oops :$ a giveaway HEHE .. haha!

BEAUTIFUL WEATHER ^__^

FUNNNNN PSYCHOLOGY LAB - NO JOKES! Looking at trippy images & walking down the hallway blind HAHA!! Plus, BIO CLASS GOT CANCELLED! Oh gosh, could this day GET any better? =)