Concepcion, Jocelyn

11/13/2010

Day 10 - One Confession

1. I eat a lot.

LOLJK

I expect too much from people.

11/12/2010

Day 9 - Two Smilies That Represent My Mood

1. :D

2. ^______^

BECAUSE I had Jollibee for breakfast, saw my bf & he made me another delicious dinner. LIFE IS SWELL!

& that feeling of love and secure when you hug me tight for the longest time, o.my.

11/11/2010

I don't want to sleep EVER again

I literally woke up crying with pain.

Dream: He died. In my dream I felt how devastated I was, my mind was overwhelmed and I was just going insane. The only thing I could feel was this surge of hurt that struck through my chest. (this may sound dramatic, but every single words are true). I REALLY felt that certain pain, and that RARELY happen in dreams. EVERYONE from RISE was there. Someone said the ashes was sent to Japan 3 hours ago. I ran to my mom crying my heart out then I ended up with my left arm on a table, my legs on the ground and my eyes filled with tears.. Then I woke up scared for my life, I quickly grabbed the phone and called his mom - she said it was true.

Reality: Woke up again(This time, more confused thinking if I was dreaming again) I rushed to get my cellphone and called him, with a quick sigh of relief I burst out in tears and I was glad his voice was on the other line.

This may sound like WTF to you, but honestly I can say the same thing. WHAT THE EF. HAHA he was probably thinking the same thing when I called him with my crying voice LOL!

Holy shiznits. Did I just experience Inception? In my dream I woke up from a dream ... wut. LOL

THIS made me realize something...

Day 8 - Three Turn Ons

1. Mesmerizing smile w/ rainbow eyes

2. Good Sense of style

3. Tall&athletic, lol.

11/10/2010

Day 7 - Four Turn Offs

1. Short. I'm a tall girl. Nuff' said.
2. smokes/do drugs/non-virgins/drinking
3. Cockyness
4. Disrespectful

No need to explain :P

11/09/2010

Day 6 - Five People Who Mean A lot to You

1. God
2. Family
3. Taiyo
4. Friends
5. RISE / The 2 losers in surrey & the other loser in Calgary

I think I can live in the school's computer lab.

11/08/2010

Day 5 - Six Things You Wish You Could Change or Wish You'd Never Done

1. I wish I didn't date any guys in High school (TH is an exception haha). Education should have always been first.
2. I wish I wasn't so clumsy with my high tech gadgets
3. I wish I learned how to play the piano, sing & played sports at a younger age
4. I wish I didn't eff grade 11/12 up and took it more seriously
5. I wish I didn't experience insomnia numerous times in the early years.... = eyebags
6. I wish I could change my health before gr. 8 when alopecia occured.

11/07/2010

Day 4 - Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A Lot

1. Taiyo

2. My Hunger pretty much comes every other second

3. My future (education, job & him)

4. Check my social network sites

5. Now that I have a car, places & restaurants

6. When will I have time to read?

7. What is due this week? ....

11/05/2010

Day 3 - Eight Ways to Win My Heart

1. naturally caring. The little things count, I look for guys that actually care, + respectful & NICE without them even realizing it.

2. Sense of Humor. MAKE ME LAUGH HARD & I'll frikken throw my heart at you. But don't be too much of a joker, have some maturity level.

3. Athletic/Active. I don't want no couch potato! When you're active I don't mind going outdoor and doing things with you (even I know I get lazy too..THEREFORE I need non-lazy guys or else both of us are just gonna be melted on the couch -__-) I'm not that pro when it comes to being athletic, so I definitely love it when a guy will be able teach me the ways to play and being physically active is *sexy face*.

4. Fearless towards embarrassment. "you only feel embarrass when you care what others think" (another fave quote). Take cute/silly/ugly pictures with me and enjoy it, don't facepalm me *this is a must. If you know me well enough, pictures = tsunami. I go crazy cause funny memories like these are captured and it's good to just laugh it out. Plus, you'll know how flexible your face can get. Sing out loud & don't care even if you don't know the lyrics. Play along, when I act G, when I act retarded and those kinds of things. (Not all the time, but you know what I mean).

5. Commitment. Don't be a sellout, don't bailout, don't get my hopes high and then crush it. Once that happens, I know well enough our relationship will just go down the drain. It's really disappointing, so show me that you're up for it & not bailout the last minute all the time. (if it's something important, then that I fully understand)

6. Complete Honesty & Sincerity. Pretty self-explanatory. Truth hurts but I'll take the pain, at least it shows me you got guts to be a man of truth.

7. Know the equation of love. I'll love it if you're a dork/nerd, I like em' smart & full of information I myself have never heard of before. I want you to be serious in school, but not to the extent where all you focus on is school(...know how to handle time as well). Dorks = try to be funny but sometimes lame HAHA I think they're cute.

8. Dress for yourself. For this I mean, don't be too materialistic, don't dress up like every other h-core vietnamese w/ them kappas & edhardy glitter shirts, or them hypebeast. Don't follow the crowd, you don't have to care what you look like every second or just .. don't let appearance get to you. Just dress however you want, but don't dress to impress.

I know just 8, but imma break the rules and put one more: Family Love. If your able to let me join your family dinners and events,, then that can really put a smile on my face. (family is important in life) & I like guys who are very involved w/ his family and close with his siblings. It's cute.

if you got 9/8 i'm DTF. jokes just DTC. HEHE .

jk! I got a bf. Go away.

11/04/2010

Day 2 - Nine Things About Yourself

1. I Frikken love to laugh. If you're able to make me piss my pants from laughter, i'll consider you as a LOL-worthy friend.

2. I'm not musically talented, and that is something i'm ashamed about.

3. When it comes to spending money on clothes&food I'm VERY uptight about it. Clothes that are below 10$ & still look good = YES ..spending big amounts of money for clothing..to me that's a nono. However, when it comes to bf & treating THAT I don't mind spending, heck i'd use my lifesavings (if i had any ...) for him.

4. it's weird, I am an idiot YES but I love to read books.

5. I'm an INTERNET JUNKIE. I need at least my daily dose of internet or else I get cranky. Haha not really, I just need one quick taste of the social life in the e-world.

6. With all the media around us & the people from my generation .. my self esteem goes lower by the second.

7. My all time pet-peeve: WHEN PEOPLE LEAVE THE LIGHTS ON. It gets me soooo furious when that happens! "How would you feel if someone turned you on and then left you?" (one of my fave quotes) PLEASE SAVE ENERGY! I'm really concerned about it. No jokes.

8. Not many people know this, but on my soft side I like to paint, take beautiful pictures, bake and ride on unicorns.

9. call me hypocrite but I really hate liars esp. when you have evidence or what is even more worse is that you can even tell they lied .. *sigh

+ I'm deeply in love :)

11/03/2010

Day 1 – Ten things you want to say to 10 different people right now

1. Please don't forget our past memories, no lies but I treasure our friendship.

2. Calm down on what you call ''cool'' and heck, you might be 'cooler' than you think.

3. You yourself DEFINITELY changed(style/attitude-wise) ever since I first met you & It's okay to change just don't forget who you really are.

4. Tell me your TRUE feelings & what you HONESTLY think of what is going on.

5. No one has the right to treat you this way, you may be the way you are but it's stupid how it ended up like this. Don't worry, people like them need to learn how to cherish friendships.

6. you're fun to be with! No lies! but your off days ...they tick me off a little ( I didn't think you'd even have off days but apparently you do :\ )

7. ... no girls should ever deserve you. (Sounds mean but that's my honest opinion) "I wanna date every single girl and know if she's 'the one' " Agree w/ my opinion yet?

8. sup douchebag HAHAH!

9. Save the drama fo yo momma, but yeah .. stop taking life so seriously. Happy pills? I got tons.

10. I love you .. oh oops :$ a giveaway HEHE .. haha!

BEAUTIFUL WEATHER ^__^

FUNNNNN PSYCHOLOGY LAB - NO JOKES! Looking at trippy images & walking down the hallway blind HAHA!! Plus, BIO CLASS GOT CANCELLED! Oh gosh, could this day GET any better? =)

10/26/2010

Day 1 – JOKES! Here's a survey

Haven't done this in a LONG time

1. So, what are you doing later?
iunno, the usual..smoke some joint and shiz

JK
2. What is your favorite thing to have for dinner?
Brown rice, no lies

3. If you drink it, what do you like in your coffee?
hazelnut cream

4. Has anyone ever made fun of your taste in music?
*cough*natalie*cough* - BEYYBLADDEE HAHAHA!!

5. Whose birthday did you last celebrate? What did you do?
Eltanah Chen's - missed the blowing out of cake..i meeean HAD SO MUCH FUN (lawl nojokes)

6. Who is your favorite male singer?
Brian Joo ftw (Y)

7. What kind of computer are you using?
dell netbook

8. Are you listening to your favorite song right now?
no

9. What is your favorite day of the week, and why?
Thursdays. Cause I get to see him

10. Why do you think people lie?
LOTS of reasons + depending on the situation

11. How often do you watch television? What do you watch?
GLEE&NHL purpose only

12. When was the last time you burned any part of your body?
I'm already hot

13. Do you hate when people invite themselves to events?
meh, don't cur - DEPENDS ACTUALLY!

14. Do you take off from school, or work for your birthday?
school NO work yeeez

15. If you attend school, what do you do on your days off?
SEE SNOOKUMS! :D HAHA, CHEELL W/ RISE, HW, KDRAMA ETC

16. What are the last three songs you listened to?
-

17. If you smoke, what color is your lighter?
double rainbow

18. What is missing from your wardrobe that you need to buy?
clothes i want

19. Does someone owe you over twenty dollars?
no cause i'm usually the one that owes people money -__-

20. What city, state and country do you live in?
Jerusalem

21. Is there anything you want to say to someone?
yes. HOPE KARMA EATS YOU >:|

22. Are you really pale? If so, do you mind?
Edward doesn't mind, but Jacob boy does

23. Are your nails painted? What color?
naw

24. Do you listen to any acoustic bands, or singers?
yes <3>

25. How many arm chairs are in your house?
dunno

26. Do you have a favorite YouTuber? Who?
WONGFU & COMMUNITYCHANNEL

27. When was the last time you witnessed a sunshower?
o0o0o I don't rememberr

28. Do you think roses are an overrated way of showing love?
NOPENOPEE

29. When was the last time you saw your "number three"?

wut?

30. Would you say you cry often?
heckyez

10/17/2010

i thought i'd be over it.. guess not

thought today would be different, that's why I deleted the recent post...guess not. It'll always be like this huh? I'm gonna try another day and see how it goes. If that certain topic comes up randomly..i will shoot my toes so i'd rather have a different feel of pain than somewhere deep in my chest.

I'm seriously getting tired.
You make me happy f'reals!, but that little thing can bring me down way more than I can expect. But you'll never know. It's just me thinking too much, but trust me .. I notice these little things.

10/15/2010

Not a care in the world

Thanks but I got a little disappointed. No biggy. I guess.

I wish...i just wish ..

screw it...nvm.

10/06/2010

YAYYYYYYYY

Here I am trying to study for my Lab exam tomorrow for Earth science ... GRAGRRS -__- Thank goodness the pimples aren't awake yet 0_0 Aanyways BIO: this week's score on my quiz is 92% ! phew* Seriously, my punishment if I do go below 86% is to down a tube of wasabi, no jokes. okay jokes..maybe just a tsp. Hmm O! and pyschology! first test got back today another good phew*! Got a B :D keeeep going Jocelyn, this is for you damn future >:( if you fail. YOU FAIL 4 EVER, (I know how you chinese kids feel, sigh I feel sorry for you guys HAHA).Anyways mom just gave me 10 free monopoly "money" for mcdonalds...FREE 1 LARGE FRIES..per customer :( .. I CAN ALWAYS DRESS UP DIFFERENTLY LOL (only for oct. 6/7) and I got 10 of em! DZAAANG 10 FREE LARGE FRIES. OOHHHHH D;

Oh yeeez, and my road test is on Oct 22. Thanks for the notice icbc & vietnamese dood! -___-"

WDFUDGE, i should be studying OKEHHHHH I'LL CONTINUE LATAR

& more serious blogs later when i hab timee

10/02/2010

you're the CUTEST boy alive.

I love your eyes, I love how you still have your winnie the pooh since you were young, I love how I randomly skype with you, I love how you tell me i'm beautiful everyday and I love you I REEEEALLY do! haha :$ trust me, I can write more but it'll get cheesier.

readers: Sorry I keep writing bout him ..he's just so LKAJSDFKLJ! HAHA memorrieeees! ^____^

9/26/2010

Jack, go0o0od boy!

BAHA! Sooo while I was studying, Jack tried getting my attention by just starring at me and putting both his paws on my lap. So OKAAYYS here! HAHA distractionn!! His head stood still when I kept putting it up ;P!!!

That's all I wanted to hear.

*walking home from nightmarket*
" you make me feel really warm"

*pouring rain & soaking wet*

me: "what?!"

"you make feel reallyy happy *puts hand on his heart* like warm inside :)"

Hearing that made my day & i'm just glad I do.

Seriously, even with the most terrible weather .. you make me :) !

*sorry about these little moments, I just want to go back and remember these little things that mean so much.

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the last week for night market! I'll miss you. Spent around 20 bucks on food .. like always haha. Finally got to try the hurricane fries! D-lish! We hanged around Jacky's food tent where they were selling fish cakes.HOOKUPS HOOKUPS :)! Walked around with Taiyo all soaked ..with no umbrellas and the rain was pouring really hard! Sheesh, hatchu rain! & Omg, first time trying Beaver tails !! SOOOOO LONGG & also tried the deep fried candy bar .. Oh it goes so well w/ the beaver tail. My mouth was thanking me. :$ OH! and of course the LAWLS from Meg & Vhorn HAHA! :'D