Day 10 - One Confession

1. I eat a lot.

LOLJK

I expect too much from people.

Day 9 - Two Smilies That Represent My Mood

1. :D

2. ^______^

BECAUSE I had Jollibee for breakfast, saw my bf & he made me another delicious dinner. LIFE IS SWELL!

& that feeling of love and secure when you hug me tight for the longest time, o.my.

I don't want to sleep EVER again

I literally woke up crying with pain.

Dream: He died. In my dream I felt how devastated I was, my mind was overwhelmed and I was just going insane. The only thing I could feel was this surge of hurt that struck through my chest. (this may sound dramatic, but every single words are true). I REALLY felt that certain pain, and that RARELY happen in dreams. EVERYONE from RISE was there. Someone said the ashes was sent to Japan 3 hours ago. I ran to my mom crying my heart out then I ended up with my left arm on a table, my legs on the ground and my eyes filled with tears.. Then I woke up scared for my life, I quickly grabbed the phone and called his mom - she said it was true.

Reality: Woke up again(This time, more confused thinking if I was dreaming again) I rushed to get my cellphone and called him, with a quick sigh of relief I burst out in tears and I was glad his voice was on the other line.

This may sound like WTF to you, but honestly I can say the same thing. WHAT THE EF. HAHA he was probably thinking the same thing when I called him with my crying voice LOL!

Holy shiznits. Did I just experience Inception? In my dream I woke up from a dream ... wut. LOL

THIS made me realize something...

Day 8 - Three Turn Ons

1. Mesmerizing smile w/ rainbow eyes

2. Good Sense of style

3. Tall&athletic, lol.

Day 7 - Four Turn Offs

1. Short. I'm a tall girl. Nuff' said.
2. smokes/do drugs/non-virgins/drinking
3. Cockyness
4. Disrespectful

No need to explain :P